Friday, June 26, 2009

YMCA

is fun.
i want to do it next year.. i looooove being a CIT. its just amazing.
my favorite things i have done so far are meeting estelle and tylan[:
i <3 them
beating up brandon with a water botttle... hahaha (long story, he deserved it MAJORLY)
first day of texting at camp
zoo! (moorpark) hahaha the monkeys
sean and taji<3
WATER FIGHT!
killing like 1,000,000,000 ants... no joke.
lanyards
beads
friendship bracelets
this summer is turning out pretty good so far and its only the 3rd week!
i cant wait for florida!!

Monday, June 8, 2009

its weird..

lately im not happy
or excited for some reason

i feel that im not the hyper little exciting person i once was.
even though summer is close and i say im excited
sometimes i feel like my emotion switch is just shut off
i dont know how it happened.
nothing HORRIBLE is happening right now.
i mean there's one thing... but i dont think thats it.
whatever. i just hope i get "better".

Monday, June 1, 2009

saying goodbye looser...[:

wow... so a lot of things have changed in the past two days.
i found out that my "best friend" who i never was really close with was talking behind my back saying that i really 'let myself go' , but atleast i have a pretty face
well shes one to talk
anyways, she never had been a great friend, 7 months later she still hasn't given me a birthday present.
she always makes catty remarks not knowing what she has done wrong
and get pissed at me for no reason. i dont need to surround myself with people as bitchy as her so i decided today that i am forever not her friend anymore.
friends dont gossip saying mean things about another and if they do then they shouldnt be treated as friends.
so goodbye looser!


i feel better knowing that im not faking a friendship any longer because i never liked her that much, i was mainly her friend only because it is rare that she is capable making new friends because of her habbits. i know its kinda mean but i only tell the truth on my blog[: